troubleshooting

i need to know who i am without you.

so much of myself was defined by yourself, 

i was filtered through you.

did i live my life just to please you? i can't tell.

maybe if i were to reach my purest form,

it wouldn't hurt so much, 

it wouldn't matter so much. 

or maybe that's how i love, 

wholeheartedly.

and maybe that's how you love, 

just yourself.

don't delude your mind, 

all good deeds were reimbursed 

i wasn't your charity case, 

you recieved as much as you gave. 

i guess it wasn't a good trade for either one of us.