troubleshooting

i need to know who i am without you.

so much of myself was defined by yourself, 

i was filtered through you.

did i live my life just to please you? i can't tell.

maybe if i were to reach my purest form,

it wouldn't hurt so much, 

it wouldn't matter so much. 

or maybe that's how i love, 

wholeheartedly.

and maybe that's how you love, 

just yourself.

don't delude your mind, 

all good deeds were reimbursed 

i wasn't your charity case, 

you recieved as much as you gave. 

i guess it wasn't a good trade for either one of us. 

star struck

How can I reconcile 

That the moment you made your choice,

You sealed our fate?

When did you think

I would be able to overcome this?

I'm not that great of a person.

How can I move on

When a supernova exploted 

Right on my face.

force of habit

Churning the best poetry I've every written

Feeling the most devastated i've ever felt.

Why is it that I'm only inspired when broken?

There's no way of remembering the happy times like this.

Have I had them?