intrusive thoughts

is the coolness for me, 
after you take my shirt off
before my skin feels the warmth of yours,
that makes my heart stop. 

in desperation.

is the longing for me, 
for you hands to grip my waist
and direct me towards your bed. 
and the then belt falls off
and i feel the weight of your body against mine
the smell of your skin melted into droplets of sweat.

i want time to turn
into an endless night, a light snoring
and your chest moving under my cheek,
spent and drowsy.