i don't know what version of myself to be anymore, which one of them is real?
i keep trying on different personalities, hoping one feels right again,
which one of them will give me peace of mind?
my therapist keeps telling me that I deserve good things, but i'm not so sure.
i lean towards thinking i'm evil,
something within me must be unbearably wrong
because i can't wrap my mind around believing i'm a good person.
i don't know how to be anymore
