am I truly alone
or are you waiting for me,
as I am waiting for you.
are you dreaming of everything
and expecting nothing
form the world,
are you putting on a brave face,
while your insides burn like a forestfire,
are you searching for the meaning
of your heart beating,
and your own breathing.
are you drowning at night,
just to breathe fresh air in the mornings,
or are you thriving? excited for what it is to come.
into believing that you actually matter
in the scheme of things